An average, yet strangely fulfilling, day.

 Today felt normal. And it was normal. I played some games, namely Star Trek Online. I talked to some friends, I looked into my depression more. Normal stuff, you know. Cannabis may or may not have been smoked hypothetically to reduce my anxiety. I stumbled into an argument (still not sure how) with my mother, which ended in tears yet again. We both thought ourselves to be right, and that can be difficult.

 After the argument drifted away, and I had cooled off, I decided to message my girlfriend. I didn't know what to say. Until it struck me. We both love each other, and we both know that, but I realized that I don't compliment her enough. I don't thank her enough for being in my life.


 So I sent her a heartfelt message, one that made me feel gooey writing it, and, curiously, it made me feel better.
Her response was just the typical emoticons and what not, but I felt relieved.
Just by telling her how I felt again, by reaffirming my love for her,  I felt better.

         That was my lesson today. I learned that no matter how bad I may be feeling, I can make myself happy by proving to myself that I love who I love. And that that love is real. Thank you all for listening and I hope you gleamed something from this report. Have a nice day!